I'm entering the second half of the confinement. Which means, I have to make a decision fast on what I want to do next.
As much as I wanted to be a SAHM, I have to realize it's just not time yet.
I know it's going to be a little bit difficult to leave the house now that I have Inas but considering I want the best for her, I have to work.
There'll be a lot expenses in the future and I can't totally depend on En. Suami to manage everything alone. He needs my support.
I have a few options in hand should I want to go back to recruitment. In fact, I just received a call from a headhunter with regards to a job opportunity. But, for some reason, I just don't have the heart to go back to recruitment.
Why this is so difficult?
I don't want to work long hours because I don't want work to interfere with my family time. It just not fair to my little girl.
Ya Allah, please make it easy for me.
